Hello Peeps. Neways there's this fuck up idiot flaming up ma chatbox and I have some words for you grow the fuck up man. can't you say it to my face? tsk tsk. failure.
Neways christmas Eve was good I headed out with Bubu and her friends. Met her sister. One helluva Funny ass lady! We chilled at pavilion and stuff and man it was so fucking packed. Later on we headed to Times Squre. Miss Bubu Tiong was so tipsy hAHAHA. Met Adrian some dude from her highschool. Went home and yeah FUCK! Lost ma Zippo and keys. In a cab. :\ well fuck it la its gone anyway. like as if the damn cab driver would bring it back.
CHRISTMAS DAY. Oh Hell yeah blazin with ma man F here. Amazing shit goin on haha. Music and stuff.
Need Cash
Need Love
Need Car
Need Apartment
damn good rite. Gotta find all those before sem 3. haha.
aites it'll be till here. peace..
Broken Heart? Fix It
Hello peeps. Well lately its been fucking dead shit stone sessions and unthinkable drunk wise classes. Moe's gone back to Oman and Tamtam as well! Gonna miss you guys! Well fabios as STONED As he always will be and Im just well. The story about me this week will be a one to remember.
Its a story about me. Breaking apart. Connecting back and then repeating the process and vice versa. Well, we live with it. We take shit like this seriously. Well I do. Special thanks to my friends who have been here for me.
So what has been up!?
well okay let me layout the basics.
- Drink [X]
- Stone [X]
- Party [ ] Damn fail .
Cousins are back. Mothers birthday yesterday! Happy birthday Mum! Talking about that heesh all the house chores are yet to be done.
Well I've Made a New Song Called : Again I.
The matters we've been through
Till we both break in two..
You know what best
I know whats wrong
You don't care
But I still stay strong
Cause I know
You can't
Live without praying
For the best
Of times
With me.....
And Again I feel iM falling
Falling for the same old trick
No matter how
I forget I try
I can;t stop myself...
From being broken inside..
well its unfinished. Any help?
Its a story about me. Breaking apart. Connecting back and then repeating the process and vice versa. Well, we live with it. We take shit like this seriously. Well I do. Special thanks to my friends who have been here for me.
So what has been up!?
well okay let me layout the basics.
- Drink [X]
- Stone [X]
- Party [ ] Damn fail .
Cousins are back. Mothers birthday yesterday! Happy birthday Mum! Talking about that heesh all the house chores are yet to be done.
Well I've Made a New Song Called : Again I.
The matters we've been through
Till we both break in two..
You know what best
I know whats wrong
You don't care
But I still stay strong
Cause I know
You can't
Live without praying
For the best
Of times
With me.....
And Again I feel iM falling
Falling for the same old trick
No matter how
I forget I try
I can;t stop myself...
From being broken inside..
well its unfinished. Any help?
A Story For The Strong.
Have you ever in life, been broken? Well then maybe this is a story that suits you. That will maybe put a little tear under your eye. So enjoy (;
Yesterday, a boy woke up and felt that the day should be today. He met the girl, he liked her and they started to talk. The initiation was such a breeze, which made him want more. He pursued the girl and it happened to be she was taken. Ah! The boy felt pain but no he didnt give up, he hunted down the girl like there was no other. He texted her everyday, just to see her reply. He'd do things unimaginable but just extraordinary. He was so focused and connected to her he had to. A few weeks later, he realized, that she was more than important to him and decided he should make his move.
No.
He felt rejected. He felt unable to move unable to smile unable to even just taste food. He decided it was the wrong time and decided that he should give another shot. But it was just then when she slipped away into other hands. He felt diminished but loving his baby so much he didnt consider he just let her go. The consequences. Were unbearable.
He Saw her kiss.
He saw her love.
He saw what she was so happy doin.
n
He sulked and he moan he was sad he was unable, he couldn't do it anymore but just that little cry that she sustained. made him open up and realise. She was too much. You know when a wound heals and then u go play football again. Well that was the situation. But this time, it was really too late. The wound had opened and it needed more than just healing. His heart shattered. Knowing, he was, Indeed and in love but never to hold the hands that he wanted to ever again. He tried to fight it but it denied himself. The pain. Was unimaginable he couldnt even think straight. To hell with his decisions he thought.
If i love her so much. Its only as good as I let her go.
And with tears in his eyes. He said goodbye.
Yesterday, a boy woke up and felt that the day should be today. He met the girl, he liked her and they started to talk. The initiation was such a breeze, which made him want more. He pursued the girl and it happened to be she was taken. Ah! The boy felt pain but no he didnt give up, he hunted down the girl like there was no other. He texted her everyday, just to see her reply. He'd do things unimaginable but just extraordinary. He was so focused and connected to her he had to. A few weeks later, he realized, that she was more than important to him and decided he should make his move.
No.
He felt rejected. He felt unable to move unable to smile unable to even just taste food. He decided it was the wrong time and decided that he should give another shot. But it was just then when she slipped away into other hands. He felt diminished but loving his baby so much he didnt consider he just let her go. The consequences. Were unbearable.
He Saw her kiss.
He saw her love.
He saw what she was so happy doin.
n
He sulked and he moan he was sad he was unable, he couldn't do it anymore but just that little cry that she sustained. made him open up and realise. She was too much. You know when a wound heals and then u go play football again. Well that was the situation. But this time, it was really too late. The wound had opened and it needed more than just healing. His heart shattered. Knowing, he was, Indeed and in love but never to hold the hands that he wanted to ever again. He tried to fight it but it denied himself. The pain. Was unimaginable he couldnt even think straight. To hell with his decisions he thought.
If i love her so much. Its only as good as I let her go.
And with tears in his eyes. He said goodbye.
I feel.
Welcome back peeps. Anyways lately life's been a bitch, my fuckin maid ran away which means I have to clean up all the time. and fuck I hate cleaning up. We've been having a few fun and important events lately. The shit has hit the ceiling for some and for some they're just cruising along on the pathway of their own dipshit lives.
Well then, we had a stoning and booze session at Anna's a few days back as well as the same thing @ fabios another few days back. It was. AMAZING. Haha I got my tolerance for weed and alcohol back at the same fucking time. Yes. At the same Time.
So. My buddy Ken's headed off to thailand for a honeymoon and will be back soon. With my JD :) I cant wait weih muthafuckin cheap KK mart shit is killing my throat. got a new dealer :0 heh for you know what.
I loved my entire college life till today, so far I've learnt so many things . Friendship. Loyalty. Respect. Exceptions. Life.
I really in this post want to thank these few people who really have made me feel like Im accepted and not being left out.
Heads Up :
Afiq Hykal
Didi
Anna
Fabio
Kenneth
Gillian
Azim
Debbie
Dee
Matthew
Another dee :)
Bryna
Ikhwan
Atad
Esther
Nadhir - well not really but haha
Charmaine
Ashley
Bubu
And So Many more. Not that your not important. You know who you are.
Well's peace out peeps.
Well then, we had a stoning and booze session at Anna's a few days back as well as the same thing @ fabios another few days back. It was. AMAZING. Haha I got my tolerance for weed and alcohol back at the same fucking time. Yes. At the same Time.
So. My buddy Ken's headed off to thailand for a honeymoon and will be back soon. With my JD :) I cant wait weih muthafuckin cheap KK mart shit is killing my throat. got a new dealer :0 heh for you know what.
I loved my entire college life till today, so far I've learnt so many things . Friendship. Loyalty. Respect. Exceptions. Life.
I really in this post want to thank these few people who really have made me feel like Im accepted and not being left out.
Heads Up :
Afiq Hykal
Didi
Anna
Fabio
Kenneth
Gillian
Azim
Debbie
Dee
Matthew
Another dee :)
Bryna
Ikhwan
Atad
Esther
Nadhir - well not really but haha
Charmaine
Ashley
Bubu
And So Many more. Not that your not important. You know who you are.
Well's peace out peeps.
Its Dying Oh it is
Love Is Hard. When it breaks it aches when it rises it pleases. So tell me when your heartbroken, your sad and your mind sunken. Caring is the only option to withstand pain and to caution. Decisions made can be wild, yet the results can be amazingly please you but make you lost in the crowd. Listen to your heart and not jump to conclusions so that you would have better solutions. Don't take things for granted as you wish, because in the end you'll end up clueless and mad like a dirty dish. Take a step forward and clear your damn bloody clot up mind and tell yourself ur more than just an average dime. Peace.
Days are gloomed. Not joyful. Yet we strive to get everything better out of that small one thing. Happy holidays mass commers! I miss you guys
Days are gloomed. Not joyful. Yet we strive to get everything better out of that small one thing. Happy holidays mass commers! I miss you guys
What a Day
Movie yesterday with the Tai Ka Jie [Bryna]. We watched A Christmas Carol. The movie had pretty amazing effects but as usual the storyline was amazing. What can I say. Walt Disney.
Then the rest of the day was kinda boring I mean like there was practically nothing else to do but stay at home and fuck my pc screen. figuratively asshole.
TODAY was pretty good, I had intentions to go out but lazy asses like my friend Mike here wouldnt budge from his silly dota session at home. with the lame excuse : I have college tomorrow.
So erm yeah decided I should go for a movie with Tony.. But wait.. My buddy Afiq calls me and says Jom college so of course i headed down there. Thanks to Gi for the Ride . Later on at night was 2012. AMAZING. I mean like some of you say it ain't but i gotta say that movie has what it takes!
Headed back.. Blogging now.. AND YEAH fuck! I fixed my silly DNS problem causing me to not access facebook so Im practically happy for the time being.
No quotes today. Moodless for that =) cheerios
Then the rest of the day was kinda boring I mean like there was practically nothing else to do but stay at home and fuck my pc screen. figuratively asshole.
TODAY was pretty good, I had intentions to go out but lazy asses like my friend Mike here wouldnt budge from his silly dota session at home. with the lame excuse : I have college tomorrow.
So erm yeah decided I should go for a movie with Tony.. But wait.. My buddy Afiq calls me and says Jom college so of course i headed down there. Thanks to Gi for the Ride . Later on at night was 2012. AMAZING. I mean like some of you say it ain't but i gotta say that movie has what it takes!
Headed back.. Blogging now.. AND YEAH fuck! I fixed my silly DNS problem causing me to not access facebook so Im practically happy for the time being.
No quotes today. Moodless for that =) cheerios
Its An Amazing Day To Write
The Rain, and the calmness of my house has motivated me to enter a new post. Haha so yeah I've just finished Semester 1 @ Taylors for Graphic Design and it was a blast. Learnt alot of new things and I have alot of people to thank.
Lately I've learnt one thing :
As much as you love/like/care for/treasure a person, the choice they make is what you should be happy for. There is no point in denying the fact that your lying to your heart till your sorrows pour. Give yourself a chance and take yourself by the hand and tell your self : I will not fall. I have stucked to that quote and ever since my first relationship It has done me many many wonders. Well you see like my dad said life never starts till your 40. so ha!
Haha I've just returned from genting and those wonderful pictures with my 3 very beloved friends Afiq, Didi and Gillian are just amazing. [No, not those pictures you sick thing. Haha] We had loads of fun and I hope to do it again soon. Though next time I go i'll be needing more than Rm500. Which is bloody pathetic. HAHA
New Quotes :
I feel that you have left, which leaves me till i have no breath. It makes me sad to see you cry and yet still tell me a lie. It pains the heart to see that you can't make up your mind, and that simple little issues get you cranked up like a little dime. Sometimes in life you need some time, not just a day or two like theres no reward for crime. Give yourself a chance to see that things don't always happen like you want them to be. I hope and pray that you have found a person, that should be able to have the heart to listen and not play a game of lies that which you sometimes will never realise. Through all this shit and crap, I only wish one thing, which is for you to be as you used to be and don't worry baby, I'll always be here. Always by your side ears open ready to hear.
Lately I've learnt one thing :
As much as you love/like/care for/treasure a person, the choice they make is what you should be happy for. There is no point in denying the fact that your lying to your heart till your sorrows pour. Give yourself a chance and take yourself by the hand and tell your self : I will not fall. I have stucked to that quote and ever since my first relationship It has done me many many wonders. Well you see like my dad said life never starts till your 40. so ha!
Haha I've just returned from genting and those wonderful pictures with my 3 very beloved friends Afiq, Didi and Gillian are just amazing. [No, not those pictures you sick thing. Haha] We had loads of fun and I hope to do it again soon. Though next time I go i'll be needing more than Rm500. Which is bloody pathetic. HAHA
New Quotes :
I feel that you have left, which leaves me till i have no breath. It makes me sad to see you cry and yet still tell me a lie. It pains the heart to see that you can't make up your mind, and that simple little issues get you cranked up like a little dime. Sometimes in life you need some time, not just a day or two like theres no reward for crime. Give yourself a chance to see that things don't always happen like you want them to be. I hope and pray that you have found a person, that should be able to have the heart to listen and not play a game of lies that which you sometimes will never realise. Through all this shit and crap, I only wish one thing, which is for you to be as you used to be and don't worry baby, I'll always be here. Always by your side ears open ready to hear.
